i just realized why i dont like chick flicks....
i hate how they make me cry and most of the time yes i try to play it off like they dont get to me and i say man that movie was dumb and make fun of people who are crying but you know i really dont think we are crying for the same reasons...
Im not like all dreamy eyed and thinking awww that was cute .... im more like so pissed off to the point where im crying because of it.... it upsets me that they are just a bunch of crap lies made to give false hope to weak minded girls who buy into it...life really isnt like that....
maybe im just being bitter you know? whatever though it makes me really mad that i used to for a long time believe that it was possible to find that someone that made you feel whole ...that someone would or could care for you unconditionally someone you could fight with yet never really be fully mad at because you couldnt be because you loved them so much....someone that could just look at you and understand you and know what you are thinking or someone you can trust with all your heart to never let you down someone you could just love and know that they love you back....you know like in the movies??? man i hate that i used to buy into that.
so i figure im going to be the lady with a bunch of cats who ends up dying all alone except that since i dont like cats other than jabroni its just going two be the two of us and sad to say but i bet he;ll die before i do or run away.....
man what a depressing blog.... but its just something i had to get off my chest or else it would just eat me alive
i really dont want to end up alone never loving anyone or being loved back....
cause there is just tooo much love inside me to go to waste .....hahahahhhahaha yeah right.... im becoming rather cynical i think.
i hate how they make me cry and most of the time yes i try to play it off like they dont get to me and i say man that movie was dumb and make fun of people who are crying but you know i really dont think we are crying for the same reasons...
Im not like all dreamy eyed and thinking awww that was cute .... im more like so pissed off to the point where im crying because of it.... it upsets me that they are just a bunch of crap lies made to give false hope to weak minded girls who buy into it...life really isnt like that....
maybe im just being bitter you know? whatever though it makes me really mad that i used to for a long time believe that it was possible to find that someone that made you feel whole ...that someone would or could care for you unconditionally someone you could fight with yet never really be fully mad at because you couldnt be because you loved them so much....someone that could just look at you and understand you and know what you are thinking or someone you can trust with all your heart to never let you down someone you could just love and know that they love you back....you know like in the movies??? man i hate that i used to buy into that.
so i figure im going to be the lady with a bunch of cats who ends up dying all alone except that since i dont like cats other than jabroni its just going two be the two of us and sad to say but i bet he;ll die before i do or run away.....
man what a depressing blog.... but its just something i had to get off my chest or else it would just eat me alive
i really dont want to end up alone never loving anyone or being loved back....
cause there is just tooo much love inside me to go to waste .....hahahahhhahaha yeah right.... im becoming rather cynical i think.
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